pouring my heart out!

I'm sitting at the AIESEC office, having strange but good feeling.

This last week I have been very tired, it's very wierd.. And it's not a good wierd.
But yesterday I woke up smiling.

I feel good
I'm excited about AIESEC and I feel so motivated to work.

Not everything has been going like I planned and some of it is my fault and some of it is because others trust to much on me.. But nevertheless... It's on a right way. and that's what makes me smile.
Hey - we dont have a lot of members, we can not do everything we want and we have hard time starting to do things..
But when we do the things we do they always leave the great experience I was hoping for. I always leave from the task with some satisfaction of good results, even if it could have been better.

I'm feeling like this now..
I'm working on Career Days team and making sure we are getting the right people. And even though we are running out of time because of troubles with e-mails and promotion, the people who have applied are so motivated, so open and so ready to make a great event happen.
- that gives me comfort that I'm doing something good.

I'm also working on our National conference that is coming up in a week.
And even though we dont have many people signing up the agenda looks great, the facis are great, we have a great chair.
And I feel comfortable that those who will attend the conference will have a great time.
- that gives me the feeling I'm here for a reason

So I'm feeling much better then I did in October.
I feel like I'm glowing.. I'm also taking it into consideration that Toni from Spain ( love you man :) ) told me that I look much nicer when I'm smiling :D
So that's what I'm doing now.

I want people to experience what I'm experiencing.. because I'm sure that if people would, we would not be so few in AIESEC in Iceland.
And I'm thankful for those who are in AIESEC in Iceland now, trying and willing to make something great happen.
- that gives me strenght to work even more on AIESEC.

I think that's it - I wanted to share what I've been thinking about here these past 4 hours I've spent at the office.
I hope, I truely do, that you are doing great and that you are cherishing all the small things around you, all the great things you are doing and realizing how you are impacting others with the work you do, your smile and your support.

thank you all for your support
-with love-