Where is my energy?

This week is hell.......what will come in the future?

I have never been so unfocused when it comes to school, I'm not yet into AIESEC mood and I'm always tired.
What do I want?
What do I need?

I hope I will get into the right gear soon - I dont like to be like this, I dont feel like myself.. I miss myself. ( believe it or not ) I miss being organized and willing to do things.
How can I get there?
How will I make sure I have the energy?

Times are really changing - I feel it every day. I'm not saying I'm tired in my current role but I'm very ready to try something different. I hope to leave things in better situation when it's my turn to step aside and make sure the next person takes over.
What do I want to do?
How can I make sure I find the right way?
Who will help me in that quest?

I'm thinking a lot - I think I need people to talk to, so...
If you want to talk about random stuff...You know I'm the right person...

-with random and unfocused love-