emotional futuristic girl

I dont think I have ever been so emotional like I have been for the past month. Tears have been slipping away from my eyes very often and I cant seem to catch them.

it's so wierd, specially since I' m not really sad ( much ) and the weather has been so great and not influencing my mood in a negative way. So what's wrong?

I think I do know - and there is something I can do but that is going to take a lot of curage and a chance to be even more sad.
If you had the chance to have everything you wanted - or something really important that wasn't supposed to be yours - would you fight?

I have decieded that I'm going to fight for it - no matter how it costs... at least I tryed.... Isn't that the main thing?

My last few postings have been totally random, with slight feeling involved. I'm having a wierd time these days personally. Professionally things couldn't be better and I'm SO excited about this year in AIESEC. I'm also looking forward to see what legacy I will leave here and who will take my place. The last and not the least - I'm very excited about my future and reaching my dreams.
I'm already started to plan out the path for the years to come in my mind... I'm that excited.

I'm looking forward to the relationships with friends I'm going to make stronger over the course of this year and I'm looking forward to gain new friends and meet new people.

So even though I'm emotional I feel happy as well and passionate for the future, both mine and my friends and families :)

-with love and excitement-