Hell yeah!

Finally I'm done with exams - oh, it feels so good.

So when I came home I opened the bag with the materials for my Christmas Cards and started create them. YEAH. I love making them, it's the beginning of my christmas preparation :D
I also wanted to start baking - I baked cookies last year and now I have the pressure to bake for my brother as well, but I like the challenge ;)
But when I had made everything ready I found I was missing some stuff so I had to stop.

I'm feeling the Christmas spirit but there are still many things left to do before I will be fully prepared.
So off to the doctors - for the 5th time since beginning of November :S

-with love-

These are special times

I'm sitting on the sofa at my parents place, listening to christmas music and watching the TV. I'm having a very relaxing time - just came from a long "time out" bubble bath reading my non school book. It was so peaceful.

I'm feeling peaceful, ready to finish my exams and celebrate these special time. I've already started buying christmas gifts and bought everything for my Christmas cards. I'm so ready to start preparing my christmas holidays :D

I've been thinking how blessed I am. Christmas times always make me feel special. My family is the best, and I love how good relationship me and my brother have - specially since when we were young I used to beat the hell out of him - Not very sistery like :S But it's been forgiven :)

I also have so many great friends that really bring color into my life. wether they are in Iceland, Denmark, Switzerland, UK, Bulgaria, Indonesia or in any other country in the world - I love their precence in my life. :) thank you all.

I'm going now out - to a café to do my studies.. I have Chinese history to read and learn :S úff ;)
So enjoy these magicle moments - they will bring color to your life when you look back at them :D
-with love-

Getting a little nervous?

It's been horrible weather this winter, I'm not sure what's going on. It's been storm after storm after storm.
This morning when I was going to the exam I was hoping they would cancel the exam so I wouldn't have to leave the warm bed. But I did..

It's draging my spirit down, this weather.. I can accept snow and rain but heavy wind - I dont like. Storms are scary and I dont like to drive in them. But I guess life goes on and you have to do things you are not comfortable with. So I did this morning.

It's been a tough day, mainly because I'm extremely tired, there are 10 days to christmas and I haven't started doing the things I need to do for the Christmas.
My brother called me today to let me know how soon Christmas are and he sounded nervous - so we are going to meet up tomorrow ;)

upcoming times are looking good - reading Chinese history sounds interesting although the text book is not the best written one I have read.
I'm going to bake cookies as soon as I have time ( now I will have to make sure Hilmar, my brother eats them since Ali is in Bulgaria ) and I will start listening to Christmas songs and create my Christmas Cards - when I do that I feel Christmas are almost there.
I have created my Christmas cards for many years - they always look the same but that's my signature look I would say - I just love to make them and then evaluate which one suits which friend the best.
It's a long process that I love.

Anie - if you read this... It's a MUST to catch up over Christmas, I have a lot of things to tell you and I guess you have as well a lot of things to tell me. Miss you heaps :D


Christmas is not as much about opening our presents as opening our hearts. ~Janice Maeditere

so I send you of in this great weekend full of energy and enthusiasm, enjoy it as much as you can and live your life to the fullest - I know I will do my best :D

- With love -

Unable to focus - feeling frustrated!

Today I have not been doing what I needed to do. That makes me frustrated but somehow I can not get focused on my studies.
My next exam is tomorrow morning :S

Nothing has been happening except trying to study. So I find myself not having anything to say. :(

I'm going back to study, I have to focus, I have to learn.

So let's hope I will manage :S

- with love -

Every challenge is a learning!

It's funny to realize how you as an individual takes on a challenge and how you bring results.

I'm not sure if everyone does this but I've been looking at my behaviors, my organizing skills, my preparations for challenges and I'm always learning something new about myself and how I can handle situations.
It's good to know. It's a must to know how you behave and how you cope with certain issues.

I overcame one challenge this morning.
I have another one coming up fast and I'm going to use the things I learned about myself to make my results even better for the upcoming challenge.

But back to Christmas talks... it's only 13 days to christmas and I have so many things todo - specially making and writing christmas cards. uff..
I'm going to start today and organize myself to make everything happen before christmas. It has to work :)

Now I'm getting ready for the next challenge, I'm longing for the day when all challenges will be over and I can relax and get into Christmas spirit. That's what I want at this time of the year!!

- with love -

Final exams starts tomorrow......

..... and man I haven't learned as much as I wanted to.

oh man. My exam is at 09:00 tomorrow morning and I'm getting a little nervous.

but as a true student I take a crash study corse the night before and try to learn as much as I can. there is just something... I feel like I'm not memorizing the characters enough and that is bad :S
We'll see tomorrow how it goes.

14 days to Christmas. I can not believe it.

My mind is half with my exams and half with christmas and next steps after them. I have been having strange feeling in my stomach for some time now and I can not wait until Exams are finishes.

Well, I think I'm gonna hit the books again and try to write some texts with chinese characters and learn them as much as I can.
So until next time.
Zàijiàn - Good bye
-with love -

Time sure flies when you are not watching!

I'm sitting in the living room in my home and I feel so tired. But I'm only tired because of lack of sleep, I'm not mentaly tired. That's a good thing ;)

I should be studying. I dont know what's wrong but every time I'm on the way to study I find something else to do. It's not good. I'm so way behind in everything. :S
I think the reason is because my studies are not my main priority at the moment. There are things that are coming up - personal things - that distract me and keep me unfocused.

There are only 15 days to Christams and I feel I'm running out of time.
I have so much to do but I cant seem to get started on anything.

But even though this is happening I feel happy. These passed couple of days have been so great, I have been having the best time and I feel like I'm always smiling. For that I feel grateful.

I'm going to try to study at least two chapters in my Chinese Textbook, and then go into writing the chinese characters. uff, I have the exam on tuesday :S

I hope you all had a great weekend and I wish you all the best!

-with love-